Yesterday would have been 15 years since our first ever date. Of course I was thinking about my darling girl so much. And two strange things happened. Firstly I was sitting in the lounge when I noticed in the corner a tape which I had not seen there before. I went to get it. It was the missing video tape that I have been looking for. Recently Katie and I were looking at all the videos together and I knew that there was one missing. Then suddely yesterday it turned up. Now this is very strange because it was not hidden at all and it had Judy's handwriting on it (the only tape out of all of them that does). So how could I have not noticed it before? It's as if she put it there. Anyway I watched it, and it made me laugh just seeing her on screen and some of the daft comments we both made. Then later in the evening I was flicking through the TV and on one of the movie channels they were showing the film Sirens. Well this was the film we saw on that first date 15 years ago!I couldn't believe it. I went to bed feeling that she was with me. Really with me!