I saw that our old house was back on the market the other day. It really upset me to see the pictures of it. Despite some of the difficult times we had there Judy loved that house and I know she did not really want to move to Devon. How can I stop myself feeling so guilty for what has happened? People say she could just as easily have died if we had stayed in Chesham. And I know that is true, but I can't help feeling the pressure of moving and the pressure to move forward in our new lives was just too much for her. Seeing how the garden has gone to ruin also upset me. Judy loved her garden so much. I know it would have upset her to see it like this. It was really out of the blue that I discovered the house was back on the market so soon. Almost as if Judy was telling me. I have even joked to a few people that maybe Judy is haunting the girl for not looking after it. So much so that she has decided to move out. Well you never know!!