I have written an entry under Judy's life story today. Just one year ago we were as happy as we had ever been enjoying the magic of our holiday in Thailand. And now my dearest darling girl has gone. Mum and Dad came again this weekend and they will be taking away more of her stuff to sell off in a car boot sale. Slowly a life is being dismantled. The material trappings of a life are disappearing before my eyes. It is right that we should do this, and I know that any money raised will help me and hopefully help others. This is how it should be. But it is sad nevertheless. On our last day in Thailand we swam in our pool together and looked out across the bay. I said to Judy to hold this moment for as long as we could, because we knew it would end all too soon. But how could I have possibly known, how could she have possibly known that her life was soon to end as well. The pain of this thought is still too great for me to fully comprehend.