I miss you so much sweetheart. That's just it. There's nothing has changed. There is nothing that the passing of time will help. I just miss you so much. I crave your voice, I crave the smell of your hair. I crave a cuddle or a silly comment. I just miss you so much I think my heart will break. My heart is broken. It is shattered. Life will never be the same again. It is lonley empty and dull without you. And time has stopped. Five months without you has passed as if it were just one second. So much in the house is exactly as it was when you left, and I cannot change it or move it. Everything has stopped. As if I am waiting for you to come back.