I still keep thinking when I go home that Judy will be there. Her family left today so I will be on my own again tonight. I don't mind so much because Jas and Ian are coming tommorrow for the weekend and I have to get the house ready again. But it will seem so strange having them stay over. We planned to have them all to stay some time this year. Yet for them to be staying and Judy not being around just seems so wrong. So very very wrong.