I found several pieces of chewed gum in the ash tray in the car today. I remember how I used to get annoyed at Judy for putting them there. I held them in my hand for a long time. I wish I could go back to the day she put one of them there. I wouldn't be angry with her. Oh my darling darling girl! How could I ever have been angry with you? I love you so much! I just want to hold you in my arms forever. My heart is completely broken. I don't think it will ever mend.