This will be the first year of the rest of my life without my darling girl. It is almost too much to bear. I spoke to Katie today and she felt the same. She said if it wasn't for the rest of the family she would quite happily die. I feel the same. And yet there is a reason to go on living. And it is not just for other people. It is for yourself. We all have but one precious human life. And the purpose of that life is to create and spread love. To alleviate suffering and to move closer to enlightenment. It is only through enlightenment that we can find true happiness and be closer ultimately to all living beings including the ones who have passed on and who we miss so much.