Today I will e-mail a number of people for the first time to let them see this tribute. In particular I want to make public for the first time my idea of creating a very real and lasting tribute to my darling girl. This will be in the form of a charity set up in her name to help people with long term and undiagnosed illnesses. Judy and I know only too well how difficult it is to get help,support or even sympathy when you cannot put a name to your illness. I feel very strongly that people like this need a voice and a support network. I want to be the one to create that becaue I have spent the last 15 years of my life struggling to help Judy achieve the peace of mind and the happiness she so deserved. But I am not strong enough yet to build this charity and when I am I will need alot of help, support and practical advice from people to do it. Which is why I am making this announcement today. Please, everyone who reads it, think about people you know who have knowledge of these things. Jot down any ideas you might have. And let me know what you think. We will, I hope, have the beginnings of something we can build on by the time of Judy's memorial next year.