Ususlly when someone puts a new thought on this site I get an e-mail to tell me. But I haven't had one for a while, so I did not think there was anything new to read. That is why I have only just read Karen And Matthew's latest entries. They made me cry. I have just spoken to Jas, Judy's best friend, and I was just about to phone her cousin Sarah. All my conversations and all my thoughts always come back to you Judy. My dearest darling girl. And when I realise just how much you meant to so many people I realise how much I still miss you. And how it never really gets any easier. Every new day is just another day without you. How could that ever get easier?