I found some of Judy's Goddess cards last night. She loved to do readings for herself with these and I must admit I was always a bit sceptical. But I felt compelled to use them last night. I followed the instructions and consecrated them. I then picked three cards. These are supposed to represent your immediate past, the present and the future. I won't go into too much detail here but I was gobsmeacked by the present card that I picked. It was Isolt the Angel of Undying Love. It says on the card "The love you have shared is eternal, regardless of the situation. In the book it offers various meanings, but the central one says simply this "Your deceased love is happy and sends you love".It also advises to take time to heal. "I promise you're heart will mend, and that you'll also help others in this fashion along the way" Well if this was a sign it could not have been clearer. I have decided to go to a spiritual church tonight; something I never thought I would do in a million years. But Judy is telling me I should go. I'm not expecting any miracles but if I can gain some comfort from it, where is the harm?