Every day is just another day without you, my dearest darling girl. I don't want to remember today specifically because it makes me so sad. You were and always will be in my heart and my thoughts. I know for as long as I live you will never leave me. I am working again now, and it feels so strange to be back at Dubbs. The last time I worked here we were living in Chesham and you were always at the end of the phone. I wish i could call you right now. Just to say how much I love you.