This year, more than ever I have heen thinking of you.

You would have been so sad at the passing of my dear mum.

She loved you so much and I know how well you got on with both mum and dad.

But I am even more sad this year as Juliette and I have separated.

This was never something I wanted and I know how you always said you would have wanted me to be happy after you were gone. I thought I had found that happiness. It seems I was wrong.

But life does go on and I stiil know that you are with me and that I can make you proud.