My darling Judy.I feel so guilty that I have not visited this site for a while. But you know that there isn't a day goes by when I am not thinking about you. Now I have been made redundant from my job. I wonder what you would have thought about it? I remember the last time it happened. I got another job straight away so I took you off to Padua and Venice with the redundancy money. We had such a wonderful week, even though it was so hot and humid the whole time we were there. My redundancy money won't get me far this time, but I think I am going to be all right. In fact the opportunity to do new things might just give me the boost I need to move my life in a different direction. I just wish you were here to share it with me. I miss you so much.