I couldn't watch the Chelsea Flower Show last year without you, but I have managed to watch quite a bit this year. It's not quite the same but I have enjoyed seeing all the amazing gardens. It does makes me realise how much I miss you. I am planting up my new garden. I don't know as much about plants as you did but I hope you would like what I have done. Keeping it quite simple this year mainly due to a lack of funds. But hopefully I can get more ambitious in the future. "THE FUTURE" How I hate those words. For me the future will always be without you my darling. Almost too unbearable to contemplate!!!