It was six months ago last week that my dearest darling girl was taken from me. People seem to think I am coping well becuase I am more active now. I am going to climb Kilamanjiro next year to raise money for Judy's trust, and we will also hold a charity concert in September. So I am getting on with my life and I am trying to remain positive, but I still miss Judy so much. And when I think of what has happened there is still a raw deep pain inside. I also think that very few people are even reading or coming to this site any more. They say that six months is about the time when people who were not so close to the deceased start to forget, or at least assume that you are over the worst. I think that is true. I don't talk about Judy very much now, but only because there is no one to talk to about her. But the truth is she is never out of my mind for more than a few moments. The other day I got an e-mail out of the blue from her first boyfriend. He had stumbled across the site by accident. I can imagine his shock and sadness, even though he had not seen Judy for more than twenty years. So at least this site is still being seen by someone. And soon there will be a website dedicated to the trust. This will, I hope raise awareness of some of the issues that affected Judy's life and will prompt some people to remember her in a positive way by giving their money to a good cause.