It doesn't matter how long it has been really. Every time this day comes around there is still a little part of me that can't quite believe what happened.
But as I said in my last entry I am happier now than I could ever have imagined being, and in so many ways I believe that is because of you.
You are smiling down on me always and a very big piece of my heart will always belong to you.
You would probably have laughed at my attempts to light a candle at the monastery today. I'm sorry ! I really did try but they only had three matches left and the bally thing still wouldn't light. So I left it there and hoped that some kind and sympathetic soul will light it for me at some later time.
Well the thought was there !!