I can't believe it is five years since you left us. But in a way I really feel as if you never did really leave me. I still have those really vivid dreams and I wake up convinced that you are still around. It's like we have our little secret. Only you and I know it. And I know that you are happy for me and the direction my life is taking. You are and will be with me all the way, my darling special girl. I know that you and Juliette would have got on so well. she is a special, loving and caring person, just like you, and although many people cannot understand it, you both understand that loving her does not and never could diminish the love I have for you. Always xxxxx