I decided not to go to work today. I went to Amravarti instead and lit a candle for you. It was so peaceful there today, just sitting and meditating in the temple. I know you would have loved it there. Even though I now have Juliette in my life I want you to know how much I still love you and miss you. You are a part of me and always will be. I know that you would like Juliette and she would have liked you too. And you would love her little girl Elysia who is just so full of life. She loves singing and dancing and clothes, and so in a way she is like a mini version of you. Juliette however is very different to you but that is as it should be. I would never want to compare her to you. It is just enough to know that you would have liked her, and I know that you are happy that I have found someone I can love again.